My sister is in the ICU. She’s very, very sick and needs lots of prayers. Cindy has had a rough life, some self inflicted other parts brought on because of this but she has always pulled though from the deepest places and right now needs lots of prayers. My parents are besides themselves, her husband and kids are just waiting to see what’s going on and here I am just getting more upset because I can’t do anything or help anyone. It has been 4 years to the week that Cindy was this sick. She had quit drinking, her liver had healed itself and she was a nice person to be around. It was so much fun spending time with her. Now she’s back in the bad spot and I’m not sure what to do. I know, pray and pray a lot but right now my stomach is churning and I have a headache and I’m worried. My daycare kids have been fantastic today, we’ve done some baking and playing but when I’ve needed the quiet time they just have seemed to know and have played quietly or watched a movie. They really have been great.
Just please take the time to say a prayer for Cindy, her family and mine and we’ll hope that the Lord sees she’s still needed here on earth and that he’ll just give her another chance. She’s a great person with some personal problems but she still deserves to be here with all of us and we need her.
The Lords will, will be done….I know that and I know that if things were to happen Cindy would be in heaven with Jesus and she’d no longer have the problems and pains she does but ……. but I love her and want her here. I’m selfish, I’ll admit it. Mama and daddy need their daughter, Scott and Kevin Jr need their mama, Kevin Sr needs his wife, I need my sister.
Okay, I just wanted to share and ask for the support I know I will get from my friends. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. I’ll keep you posted on what’s what as life unfolds.
God Bless you all!!